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Carlotta
Perry was the pen name of poet Charlotte Augusta Perry, who lived on the corner
of Jefferson and Second streets many years ago. In 1850 when she was 11, her father and
grandmother died of cholera. Between
1850 and the end of the 19th century, Perry became a nationally known and much
published poet. Although she was almost
forgotten even before her death in 1914, she was recognized for many years as a
noted woman writer and has left a legacy of rich, poignant poetry.
She
was a teacher in Watertown, but her writing career began in earnest in the 1860s when she began having pieces published in a La Crosse
newspaper. In the 1870s,
she began to work and write for the Watertown Democrat. Sometime after she
started writing, she took the name Carlotta and was ever after published and
referred to by that name. Poetry was
popular in her era and the Watertown Democrat
printed many of Perry's poems as did other state newspapers and national
literary magazines. She also wrote
essays and children's literature, as well as news stories.
Recognition
of her poetry began to grow after she moved with her mother to Milwaukee
sometime before 1880. She wrote for the
Milwaukee Sentinel and was the center
of a well known group of women writers from Wisconsin. After her mother died, she moved to Chicago
and again taught. A book of her poems
was published in 1888. She did not write
for about the last 15 years of her life.
She
died on March 4, 1914, and was buried in the family plot in Oak Hill Cemetery,
but no headstone marks her grave.
Carlotta Perry
1840-1914
Carlotta
Perry was born in Union City, Mich., in the early forties. Her father's name
was William Reuben Perry, her mother's maiden name was
Louisa M. Kimball. The father was of Quaker descent; the mother of Scotch
ancestry.
In her
early youth she taught school in or near Watertown. Later she left this employment for a field in
which she had a greater interest. She
began to write poems, essays, sketches and stories. They were sought out as she was herself as
subject matter for readings before schools, Literary Clubs and Societies.
Her
earliest writings were published anonymously in the LaCrosse
Republican and Leader. She at once won recognition and later wrote for the
Milwaukee papers. In the 70's she was a well known
contributor to Harper's, Lippincott's, Scribner's and the Galaxy. When she had
gained a marked degree of success she and her mother moved to Milwaukee where
she spent nine years writings and in caring for her invalid mother.
She
died in 1914 after a lingering illness. Her remains were brought to Watertown
where without ceremony she was buried at her own request beside that of her
mother in Oak Hill cemetery. On one of her visits previously to her mother's
grave she composed a poem which is entitled "Her Happier Lot." In it
she refers to, Oak Hill cemetery as "That strange city on the hill."
Then she describes a scene from the cemetery which is thought to be that of
Watertown. It follows in part:
Afar the river, like a thread
Of silver, poured and farther down
Lay fields that had been harvested;
And Autumn leaves, red, gold and brown,
Made earth a crown.
And farther still, a city
Men go about with smiling eyes,
The while their smiles great burdens
bear;
And mingled moans and songs and sighs
From pale
lips rise.
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Carlotta
Perry was the pen name of poet Charlotte Augusta Perry, who lived on the corner
of Jefferson and Second streets many years ago. In 1850 when she was 11, her father and
grandmother died of cholera. Between
1850 and the end of the 19th century, Perry became a nationally known and much
published poet. She was a teacher in
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Charlotte
Augusta Perry was 11 years old that day in August when she, her two sisters,
and her mother watched both her father and her grandmother die of Cholera. The
family had been in Watertown for seven years making them some of the first
settlers.
At Last … A
Recognition of Poet Carlotta Perry
In 1850,
Watertown, Wisconsin was a bustling, growing community. This was the “West” to
those on the well established eastern seaboard. Hardy pioneers were staking out
the new town which would vie for state capitol and boast the first kindergarten
in the country.
But growth
didn’t come without hardship, and diseases like cholera often wiped out whole
families. Watertown didn’t escape this fate and on the corner of Jefferson and
Second streets in a brick house built by a Vermont settler of Quaker descent,
William Reuben Perry, age 48 died after being ill with cholera for 30 hours,
followed in death by Elizabeth “Betsey” Kimball, aged 71, after an illness of
16 hours as reported by the local paper, the Democratic State Register.
Charlotte Augusta Perry was 11 years old that day in
August when she, her two sisters, and her mother watched both her father and
her grandmother die of Cholera. The family had been in Watertown for seven
years making them some of the first settlers. William is remembered in his
obituary as a trusted and respected citizen and “zealous in the cause of
education.” The mother and three daughters buried him beneath a white marble
headstone in the Watertown Cemetery located on the site of an Indian burial
ground.
It is
tempting for us to think of past generations so used to death or so different
from us that they went quickly on with life and forgot loss and trouble. But
the higher frequency of death in years past did not dull the pain and sorrow
nor lessen the depth of sadness.
Standing
today on the empty corner of Jefferson and Second Street in Watertown, we may
wonder about the grief and fear that must have been felt so deeply there all
those years ago. But we can move beyond wondering and know more intimately the
lives that loved, wept and laughed on that corner when we read the poetry of
Carlotta Perry who, in 1850, was that eleven year old girl, Charlotte Augusta.
At Last
Into her
life a brightness, sweet and swift,
Shone with a
glad surprise;
Proudly to
meet the longed-for royal gift,
She lifted
happy eyes.
She saw the
light of such a glorious morn,
As never
dawned before;
Her heart,
to welcome in the strange new dawn,
Flung open wide its door.
The blessed
light her weakened spirit through
Thrills of
great rapture sent;
For she had
walked in shadowy ways, and knew
Full well
what darkness meant;
And, as of
old, a statue thrilled with song
At rising of
the sun,
She felt
that in her heart, voiceless so long,
Life’s music
had begun.
She heard
rare melodies around her roll,
Tender and
sweet, as when
The stars of
morning sang, and from her soul
Uprose the glad amen.
One little
day she walked in perfect light,
And wore it
like a crown;
One little
day she sang her songs, then night
Sudden and
swift came down -
Came down
and closed about her like a pall,
And shut out
all the day;
Shut out the
light, the warmth, the bloom, and all
That made
life glad and gay.
And, as of
old, at setting of the sun,
On the cold
lips of stone
Joy turned
to grief, so when her day was done,
She made her
bitter moan.
The gloom
and darkness all her being through
Pangs of
dumb anguish sent;
And darkness
was the darker, since she knew
At last,
what sunshine meant.
Carlotta
Perry grew to be a well-known, popular poet, published in the leading magazines
of the day including Harper’s, Lippincott’s, and Scribner’s. Her verse was
quoted by elocutionists and newspapermen and she was a popular speaker herself.
She was a journalist, children’s author, and respected career woman. Admirers
wrote to her from all over the country to obtain her autograph and she was
identified with the Milwaukee School of Poetry and “western poets” in numerous
newspapers and literary reviews. Yet when she died in 1914, having written nary
a word for the last 14 years of her life, her funeral cortege from Chicago to
Watertown was described in a memorial sketch thusly:
“It was on a
stormy March day in the spring of 1914 that one of the touchingly pathetic
sights of life was witnessed in the cemetery of the pretty little city of
Watertown, Wisconsin.
Awaiting the
train from the City of Chicago stood a hearse and a single carriage. From the
train a gentleman and a veiled lady emerged who waited and watched while a
coffin, covered with flowers and so small that it might have been that of a
young girl, was reverently carried and placed in its sable receptacle. The
small funeral cortege wound its way through the storm to the quiet cemetery on
the hill, and there in a grave already prepared in one of the oldest family
burial lots, was deposited the slight form of one whose name should and will
live as one of the sweetest and most musical of America’s minor poets —
Carlotta Perry.”
After the
tragic deaths of her father and grandmother, Carlotta (a popular nick name for
Charlotte), her sisters, Caroline and Elizabeth, and her mother, Louisa,
continued to live in their home on Jefferson and Second Streets in Watertown.
In 1866 an ad for day boarders ran in the Watertown Democrat. “A few gentlemen
can be accommodated with Day Board at corner of Second and Jefferson Streets.
Mrs. LM Perry.”
Carlotta
also became active in supporting the family. In 1858 at 19, the fall term of
the Public Schools of the City of Watertown has Miss Charlotte A. Perry listed
as Assistant to the Principal of the Intermediate School, East Side of the
River. Her sisters, Elizabeth and Caroline, both married, but Carlotta never
did. Caroline, who was 7 years older than Carlotta, married George W. Perry.
It’s not known if George was part of the same Perry family, but a GW Perry is
listed as a cooper on the southeast corner of Eighth and Western Avenue in
Watertown in 1866.
In her
memorial to Carlotta, Helen Ekin Starrett
says that Carlotta’s father was of Quaker descent. A search of early church
records in Watertown shows that the family eventually became involved in the
First Congregational Church there. It is recorded that Louisa M Perry,
Carlotta’s mother, said a Profession of Faith in 1853. George and Caroline had
a child, Charles Dana, baptized there in 1859, and at 21 years of age in 1860,
Charlotte Augusta was baptized and took a Profession of Faith by Rev. C.
Boynton.
Carlotta’s
poems were first published in the LaCrosse Leader,
but she wrote poetry much earlier than that. Her biography in American Women,
second edition, in 1892 credits her with verse at the age of 8 after the death
of her father. It also lists her birth date as 1848 when it was actually 1837
or 1838. This may be how in later references, she often is said to be 10 years
younger than her actual age. Her work regularly started appearing in Wisconsin
and other newspapers in the 1870s and beyond. It was
also around this time that she began her journalist career and took a job at
the Watertown Democrat newspaper.
Poetry was
highly regarded in Carlotta’s time. In the 1870s and 80s, the Watertown Democrat frequently printed poetry on
the front page, as did many other newspapers. Poems often considered the state
of civilization and man and womankind. In the late 1800s
the front page almost always carried columns about moral issues and ethical
behavior. Temperance was being extolled, driven by the women’s suffrage
movement which saw alcohol directly intertwined with mother and child
abandonment and abuse. A review of the topics of front page poems and articles
includes vicissitude, neatness, honesty, greed, truth and honor. Carlotta’s
poetry ruminates on many of these philosophic questions and tackles deep
personal ethical concerns as well.
The Dearer
Dead
You mourn
for your dead; you go,
Clad in your
robes of woe,
To the spot
where they sleep—
And you weep
Such bitter
tears, and there
You strew
flowers, fresh and fair;
You place a
white stone at the head,
With the dear name of your dead.
But there
are dearer dead, you know
Not the
bitterest woe,
Till you
close the eager eyes
Of sweet
young Hope, and mournful-wise,
Cross the
pallid hands of Love,
And
sorrowing bend above
The ashes
and dust
Of Honor and
Truth and Trust,
For these
are the dearer dead.
Ah? Those
other dead; who dare
Robes of
mourning for dead hopes wear?
Who bids a
stone arise
To tell
where dead love lies?
When did
ever a mourner say
Help me bury
these dead away?
These
funeral trains men do not see;
They move
silently
Down to the
heart where the grave is made,
Where the dead is laid.
No flowers
are strewn there,
No moan is
heard there,
No ritual is
said
Over their
bed,
Hidden away
from sight
The grave
lies low,
But the
solemn, silent night,
That doth
know,
And it seeth ever the white
Face of our
woe.
You are
happy who mourn for your dead,
By the side
of graves kept green
By the tears
you shed;
Who can lean
Lovingly
where they sleep
Pray for
those who in secret weep-
The dearer dead.
This was a
time between Walt Whitman and Thoreau, the romantics, and Carl Sandburg and Vachel Lindsay, the realists. Carlotta’s poetry is her own,
but carries with it much of the deep searching of the soul so prevalent with
the romantics. In the 1881 History of Milwaukee, she is described as a “woman
of the West, both by birth and the freshness, vigor and breadth of her poetry.”
The author goes on to say, “She is thoroughly identified with the life and
thought of lake and forest and prairie.”
Close by the
fences, in still country-ways,
The plumage
of the crimson sumac shines;
From tree
and shrub with every zephyr sways
The fairy
drapery of scarlet vines…
From An
Autumn Day by Carlotta Perry
Her
journalism was also praised, as in her description of a trip to the Wisconsin
Editorial Association Annual Meeting in Milwaukee. Her article is filled with
vivid pictures of visits to “breweries of Best & Co.” and “the Rolling
Mills” in Bay View as well as entertainment by the “Blind Orchestra from
Janesville” and an address by the “handsomest man in the state,” Mr. W.D. Hoard
of Jefferson. Carlotta was a member of the Editorial Association in Wisconsin
and was honored by being asked to write and recite a poem for the state-wide
convention in 1875. It was printed in full on the front page of the Democrat
and praised, but called “a little long” by the reviewer. She again was invited
to write and read a poem for the annual convention of the Wisconsin Editorial
and Publisher Association in 1881 after which the attendees traveled to
Minnesota and the Dakotas.
Recognition
of her poetry continued to grow after she moved with her mother to Milwaukee in
1880. In the city directory and in articles about the author, she is listed as
living on the northwest corner of Mason and Jackson Streets in a boarding house
owned by George Perry. The 1881 History of Milwaukee includes Carlotta as a
“gifted poet,” printing her poem Discontent as evidence of her skill.
Carlotta
wrote for the Milwaukee Sentinel and by then was “the center of a group of
women writers of Wisconsin who were well known to the literary world of the
eastern states,” as described in a memorial after her death. This was no small
feat especially considering the struggles women faced in receiving any amount
of literary recognition. She was successful, though, as the American Women
biography says, “The recognition she has always received and the prompt
acceptance of her manuscripts have united to give constant encouragement and
inspiration.”
In 1883
Carlotta dealt with the death of her mother. She again stood by the white
headstone of her father which she’d had moved along with his body from the
original burial plot to one in Oak Hill cemetery which she’d purchased the year
before her mother’s death. It is the same plot where her sister Caroline and
her husband George would be buried as would two now unknown burials, and
Carlotta herself would be placed on that cold day in March. After a visit to
her mother’s grave, Carlotta penned the poem, Her Happier Lot. It describes the
cemetery as that “strange city on the hill” and speaks of people going about
their business in the city below-Watertown.
And in that
city down below,
Men note the
yield of yellow grain,
And watch
the silvery stream, and know
That blight
or bloom or rise or wane
Means loss or gain.
In the poem,
Carlotta compares the inhabitants of the living city of Watertown to the
inhabitants of Oak Hill, the “happier lot.”
But here the
happy dweller know
Not any
burden, pain or loss;
They do not
wander to and fro
To hide a
hurt or grief or cross
Beneath the moss.
From Her
Happier Lot
Sometime
after her mother’s death, Carlotta moved to Chicago where she continued to
write stories, poetry, and articles for local papers. She became friends with
Helen Ekin Starrett, a well
known journalist in Chicago and owner of Starrett
School for Girls. Both women were voted lifetime members of the Illinois
Women’s Press Association. The history of the organization written in 1987
describes Carlotta as a member whose “gentle companionship was prized by many.”
This kind of
description is used frequently about the poet. Milwaukeean Kate Upson Clark,
children’s author and editor of the household journal Good Cheer wrote, “her beautiful name matched well her delicate genius.
Refinement and a certain dreamy daintiness marked all her work.”
An article
about “western literary people” by Henry S. Barnes, describes her as “a curious
mixture of frankness and reticence, of shyness and self-praise.” It goes on,”
The basis of her character is sincerity…She is not so fond of society as
society is of her”
Her career
as a poet was highlighted by the publication of a book of her poems in 1888.
Dedicated to her mother, the pale blue cloth-bound volume is entitled simply,
Carlotta Perry’s Poems. A review of the publication at the time was
complimentary. “In these days when the influence of the metaphysical …schools
of poetry seems all but paramount, the effect of Miss Perry’s verse is a
cluster of field daisies in a mass of hot-house flowers, all the more charming
for their surroundings…”
The Nation’s
review of her book read, “Carlotta Perry’s Poems show a fatal facility.”
A few years
after the publication of her book, The Waukesha Freeman reported in 1894 that
“As a poet she is far in advance of other Wisconsin poets….”
During the
height of her writing career, in many ways, Carlotta was a reflection of her
times. The second half of the 19th century was filled with change, especially
for women. Temperance and suffrage were in the forefront and Carlotta’s circle
of friends and acquaintances included some of the leading names of those
movements. She was independent and active and was appointed to the Author’s
Congress for the 1893 Chicago Exposition, a member of the National Editorial
Association, Press and Pen, the Illinois Woman’s Press Association as well as
the Oh Be Joyful Club of Milwaukee. As a member of the Chicago Exposition
Author’s Congress, she worked with other members including Mrs. Potter Palmer
and Miss Harriet Monroe. Mrs. Palmer and her husband owned extensive property
in Chicago, including the Palmer House Hotel and she was active in women’s
trade unions and other social issues. Harriet Monroe was a poet and artist and
began Poetry, a Magazine of Verse, in 1912.
Carlotta’s
poetry includes verse with themes of animal rights, women’s status, and valuing
the contributions of the elderly. A verse about how drink can change a man was
quoted often in articles about temperance. At the same time, her writing could
be the flowery, flighty verse of the day.
Her
collection of poetry tells of her personal life that had its own tragedy and
loss as well as demonstrates an independent spirit while being a mirror of her
times. The subjects of her poems range from tragedy and how one responds to
life’s tragedies, women’s achievements and men’s response to such, love, loss,
and moral and ethical choices in living one’s life. She wrote uplifting, easy
to remember verse. The Baltimore Sun’s “Bentztown
Bard,” Folger McKinzie,
always had a Carlotta Perry verse at the top of his column.
“It was only
a glad good morning/ As she passed along the way/ But
it spread the morning’s glory/ Over the livelong day.”
Her verse
was also included in books like The Wit of Women, Capital Stories by American
Authors, and The Speakers’ Library. Carlotta’s work was in the company of verse
and essays by Mark Twain, Nathaniel Hawthorne, and James Whitcomb Riley.
Carlotta
also wrote children’s stories and was published in highly regarded children’s
magazines of the time including The Little Corporal, The Galaxy, and St.
Nicholas.
Her
published collection includes many poems that speak of love. Although
childless, she produced a number of poems about the love between mother and
child. Her deep love for her own mother is apparent from her years of caring
for her mother, to the dedication of her only published book of poetry. It was
her mother, as told in her bio in American Authors, who taught Carlotta to
sing. Her singing is noted on occasion in found newspaper articles. The loss of
her mother was heart breaking to Carlotta as evidenced in this poem.
The Great
Gulf
Side by side
for so many years-
So close I
hear her beating heart,
And yet our
souls as far apart
As though we dwelt in different spheres.
Were seas
between and leagues of land,
I could bear
that with better grace;
But thus to
look upon her face,
And thus to
clasp and claim her hand
And know,
though I would die for her,
That this is
all I have; that far
From me as
any shining star
Her heart is
still a wanderer —
This is
death’s pang; what though there rolls
Wide waves
between your paths! A thought
Can span
that sea, but there is naught
Can bridge the sea between two souls.
There is no
evidence that Carlotta ever married, but her poetry is filled with wrenching
love poems, some written from the male viewpoint, some from a female/female
friendship view, and still others from that of romantic, traditional love
relationships. One can only conjecture that Carlotta loved and lost, however
that loss came about, in her life time.
What Do I
Wish for You?
What do I
wish for you? Such swift, keen pain
As though
all griefs that human hearts have known
Were joined
in one to wound and tear your own.
Such joy as
though all heaven had come again
Into your
earth, and tears that fall like rain,
And all the
roses that have ever blown,
The sharpest
thorn, the sceptre and the throne,
The truest liberty, the captive’s chain.
Cruel, you
say? Alas! I’ve only prayed
Such fate
for you as everywhere, above
All others,
women wish,–that unafraid
They clasp
in eager arms. So, little dove,
I give you
to the hawk. Nay, nay, upbraid
Me not. Have you not longed for love?
And yet,
Carlotta also wrote humorous poetry, often making kind-hearted fun of character
flaws or character types of the day.
A Modern
Minerva
‘Twas the height
of the gay season, and I can not tell the reason,
But, at a
dinner party given by Mrs. Mayor Thwing,
It became my
pleasant duty to take out a famous Beauty–
The
prettiest woman present-I was happy as a king.
Her dress
beyond a question was an artist’s best creation;
A miracle of
loveliness was she from crown to toe.
Her smile
was sweet as could be, her voice just as it should be-
Not high,
and sharp, and wiry, but musical and low.
Her hair was
soft and flossy, golden, plentiful and glossy;
Her eyes so
blue and sunny, shone with every inward grace.
I could see
that every fellow in the room was really yellow
With
jealousy, and wished himself that moment in my place.
As the
turtle soup we tasted, like a gallant man I hasted
To pay some
pretty tribute to the muslin, silk and gauze;
But she
turned and softly asked me-and I own the question tasked me-
What were my
fixed opinions on the present suffrage laws.
I admired a
lovely blossom, resting on her gentle boson;
The remark I
thought a safe one-I could hardly make a worse;
With a
smile, like any Venus, she gave me its name and genus,
And opened very calmly a botanical discourse.
But I
speedily recovered. As her taper fingers hovered
Like a
tender benediction o’er a little bit of fish,
Further to
impair digestion, she brought up the Eastern Question.
By that time
I full echoed that other fellow’s wish.
And as sure
as I’m a sinner, right through that endless dinner
Did she talk
of moral science, of politics and law,
Of natural
selection, of Free Trade and Protection,
Till I came to look upon her with a sort of solemn awe.
Just to hear
that lovely woman, looking more divine than human,
Talk with
such discrimination of Ingersoll and Cook,
With such a
childish winning smile, quoting Huxley and Carlyle,
It was quite
a revelation-it was better than a book.
Chemistry
and mathematics, agriculture and chromatics,
Music,
painting, sculpture-she knew all the tricks of speech-
Bas-relief
and chiaroscuro, and at last the Indian Bureau
She
discussed it quite serenely as she trifled with a peach.
I have seen
some dreadful creatures, with vinegary features,
With their
fearful store of learning setting me in sad eclipse;
But I am
ready, quite to swear, if I have ever heard the Tariff
Or the
Eastern Question settled by such a pair of lips.
Never saw I
dainty maiden so remarkably o’erladen
From lip to
tip of finger, with the lore of books and men;
Quite in
confidence I say, and I trust you’ll not betray it,
But I pray
to gracious heaven that I never may again.
Carlotta
continued to write, with more and more of her poetry published in religious
magazines like Missionary Tidings and The Christian Standard. Her life was a
whirlwind for many years, as reported by the Milwaukee Sentinel in 1885.
“Miss Perry
resides at the northwest corner of Mason and Jackson streets, where she has a
cozy little study in which she does all her writing. A Sentinel reporter, who
gained access to this secluded sanctum, found the authoress literally
overwhelmed with her work. The Christmas season, with its extra numbers and
special editions of periodicals and newspaper, proves a severe tax upon the
writers who have achieved popularity, and Miss Perry has not escaped this
penalty. She is now engaged entirely in supplying the various magazines and
papers which number her among their correspondents.”
And yet, it seems, her gentle nature and commitment to thoughtful
writing that did not sway from her convictions, may have prevented her from
crossing over into more lasting fame. An article about Carlotta in the Waukesha
Freeman seems to foretell Carlotta’s future.
“Miss Perry
is unquestionably much more nearly a true poet than any other of the army of
Wisconsin rhymers, but she is so modest and
unassuming that we do not always accord her her fair
place among her vigorous, practical self-assertive competitors.”
A poem
included in her published collection may give us some insight into her nature.
The Unhidden
Guest
Within my
home that empty seemed, I sat
And prayed for greater blessings. All
That was
mine own seemed poor and sadly small,
And I cried
rebelliously for that
I had not,
saying, if the good that gold
Can bring
were mine, journeys in far-off lands,
With rest to
weary feet, to burdened hands-
If love, the
love I crave, would come and fold
Its arms
around me, then would joy abide
With me
forever; peace would come to bless,
And life
would round out from this narrowness,
Into a fullness new and sweet and wide.
And so I
fretted ‘gainst my simple lot;
And so I
pined for broader, fairer ways,
Making a
burden of the very days,
In mad regret for that which I had not.
And then one
came unto my humble door,
And asked to enter, “Art thou Love?” I cried,
“Or wealth
or fame? Else shalt thou be denied.”
She
answered, “Nay, my child, but I am more.
“Open to me,
I pray; make me thy guest
And thou
wilt find, although no gift of gold,
Or fame or
wealth within my hand I hold,
That with my
coming cometh all the best
“That thou
hast longed for,” Fair, though grave her face;
Soft was her
voice, and in her steadfast eyes,
I saw the
look of one both true and wise.
My heart was
sore, and so, with tardy grace
I bade her
enter. How transfigured
Seemed now
the faithful love that at my feet
So long had
lain unprized; how wide and sweet
Shone the
small paths wherein I had been led.
Duty grew
beautiful; with calm consent
I saw the
distant wealth of land and sea;
And all fair
things seemed given unto me,
The hour I clasped the hand of dear Content.
Carlotta
didn’t write during the last 15 years or so of her life, however, her work
continued to be published. Up until her health prevented it she was a welcomed
guest in many homes in and around Chicago. It is there where she died, cared
for by a daughter of her sister Caroline who preceded her in death. Her funeral
was held at Starrett School for Girls.
When she
died on March 4, 1914, she was all but forgotten except to a few close friends
and family. People in Watertown who still regarded her warmly did not hear
about her burial at Oak Hill until after it was over. A few days after her
burial, the Watertown Daily Times printed a short obituary which said, “She
taught school for a time and early in life showed a great talent for writing
short stories and poems, many of which were published in magazines.” The
obituary was printed with the name Miss Charlotta
Perry.
Oak Hill
Cemetery records list the internment of Charlotte Perry, aged 75, 4 months, 14
days on March 6. Cemetery records describe the cause of death as “Endocarditis” and give the grave fee of $6.00. No friend or
relative is listed. The Perry headstone which Carlotta had placed on the family
graves stands guard over the Perry family buried there, but no headstone marks
Carlotta’s grave.
Her last
poem is her wish for her legacy.
Parting
Like to a
king defeated and all stricken
Low at the
feet of conquering Time I lie;
The dews of
death upon my pale browns thicken
The mists
bedim my eye,
And yet I do
not ask a pang to spare me,
I pray not
for a longer lease of breath,
Dis-crowned,
still a very king I bear me,
And face
unpitying death.
Gladly I’ve
given to the world I’m leaving,
Its portion
from the brimming cup of life;
Triumph,
defeat, and love and loss and grieving,
And pain and peace and strife.
Never a lip have I in fondness singled
To press
from any bitter goblet’s brink,
Bitter and
sweet has been the cup I’ve mingled
And given the world to drink.
Now toll no
bells for me-my work is ended;
With writing
wisdom I resign my place;
Praying I go
by some fond thought attended,
Praying love
speed me with its tender grace.
As well for
me ring bells in joyful duty-
Going my way
beneath the starless skies-
As for that
one who comes all grace and beauty,
With a glad promise in his shining eyes.
As some dead
King whose reign has been all royal,
Is borne in
pomp and state to his last rest,
Rejoices ‘een in death that every loyal
And loving
subject bears him on his breast
So I, who at
Time’s conquering feet am lying,
Pray
blessings on the world as I depart,
Content if
in this hour that men call dying,
I rest my
head upon the great world’s heart.
